Mel Gibson and his former girlfriend Oksana Grigorieva have washed the dirty linen in the public for a long time now. While Oksana was busy telling that she was afraid of Mel's temper and has faced physical as well as mental abuse at the hands of the actor, some mails have been obtained by TMZ and it shows that the lady is in hot pursuit of Mel.

The letters are dated just a couple of months after the argument that escalated into a full-fledged media circus and a court case. The e-mails just show the heartbreak and the scorn of a woman who has been left by her lover. In an email dated March 30, Oksana writes to Mel that she cannot still believe that the actor just broke off with her over the phone and that he has stopped loving her.

The letter just shows the heartbroken, miffed woman, who at times, blames herself for the failure of their relationship, sometime Mel's family which includes ex-wife Robyn and his daughter Hanna. In another letter dated May 2, she tries to build up her courage and admits that she still does wish that they could be together and wishes that he still loves her like she did at the same time she goes on to tell that she knows that he doesn't.

The letters are not of a woman who is afraid of Mel and of a victim to her abuser but of a woman who is pleading to her lover and trying to make some sense of the break-up. So it once again reverts back to how much of the things that Oksana alleged Mel to be guilty of is true?

--Sampurn Wire