London, Sep 16 - Actress Sarah Jessica Parker says she was constantly worried about parenthood before her first child was born.

Parker has eight-year-old son James Wilkie and two-year-old twins Tabitha and Marion with husband Matthew Broderick.

"I remember lying in bed before my son was born, quite pregnant, thinking, 'I'm going to ruin him. The first thing I say to him that's meaningful is going to scar him for life," contactmusic. com quoted the 46-year-old as saying.

"I'm going to mean to be helpful, and it's just going to destroy him, and he's going to spend the rest of his life flat out on a couch in a therapist's office," he added. (IANS)